.Release me from your Spell.

All along I had the power to release myself…

Excerpt from something I had written August 2008:

I have crawled on my hands and knees through broken glass to prove my devotion and depth of emotion. You have watched carefully each time I have willingly bled and yet continuously beckon me to you. Please allow me to stand up and walk away… for I am dying. You are killing me by suicide. Tricky woman you are. Don’t feel any guilt, and don’t change your selfish ways. Just let me turn my back , and don’t call out for me, ever again…

I Monster – Heaven

I look at you and before my eyes it’s true…The girl of my dreams is not quite what she seems…Open your eyes inflatable girl…Lose the disguise…Release me from your spell…”

Tags: betrayal, heartbreak, heaven, i monster, Love, moving on, realization, torture, waste of time