Goodbye…
I wish you health
But more than wealth
I wish you love…
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free…
I would never force hearts that didn’t belong to me to stay …(nor would I want that) but I wish things didn’t end the way they did…I don’t let people in easily and you two got all the way inside to the core of me…Completely exposed and vulnerable…to then be totally abandoned and discarded… I will never deny the feelings I felt and how profound they were… I know people have a tendency to reflect once things end poorly and claim they never were really in love… No, not me, every feeling I had was real and no matter how hurt I am or how angry I was – I’d never deny it.
I’m sorry for pain I caused…At times my anger led me to lash out and I should have never done that… At times, being impulsive is not always the best thing. But, I am also sorry I wasn’t given the honesty I deserved either…I am a person, with flesh, emotions, and a bleeding heart…not just a lesson that needed to be learned or something that had to happen… I have never given so much of myself before, and I hope to never feel heartbreak like this again…
I have been touched and effected in ways that I can’t even begin to formulate into words… I will never be the same again…and I won’t ever forget you… Despite all the pain & anger once felt, you will be missed, thought of, and truly loved…always…
Tegan & Sara – Call It Off (mp3)
Kisses…and now off to have a Dani break!
you should be admired. not everyone has the guys to admit what they felt after all is gone. real love can never be forgotten. i should know.