Archive | August, 2009

.thank you.

7 Aug

I have never nor could I ever love anyone as much as I love you…

Aereogramme – In Gratitude

It is dangerous
To put this into words
But I’m alright
Close to fulfillment
I miss you

And anyway
I just wanted to show you
I’m yours now
Empty and cynical
Lost
In gratitude

It is dangerous
To put into words
But I know in time
We’ll get out of this mess
We’ll get out of this mess…

And anyway
I just wanted to show you
Some happiness
I wanted to show you the stars
I want to show you the stars
And we go

Just hit the ground running
Just hit the ground running, I know
Just hit the ground running
And don’t look back…

.song of a past.

6 Aug

There are many songs that make me really sad, and cry. I am extremely emotional, and I tend to like melancholy music- so this isn’t much of a surprise. But if I had to pick the song that, has been the one that has cut me deeper than any other in the last lear…It would have to be this. I have a feeling, soon, this song will no  longer have the power over my emotions as it once did. Yet, as of today, the sting is still there a little bit. I never want to feel this again, nor do I ever want to be in this position.

Fiona Apple – I Know

So be it, I’m your crowbar
If thats what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I dont know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
And you can use my skin
To bury your secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion,
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
Baby-I can’t help you out, while she’s still around
So for the time being, I’m being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you’ll consider this-even if it dont make sense
All the time-give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you’ve early closed your curtain,
I’ll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late, for me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It’s ok, dont need to say it…

From Fluxblog:

“There is agony and sadness in nearly every moment, but the thinking is very pragmatic: I’ll help you out of your mess, I’ll support you, I’ll love you, I’ll swallow my pride and deal with my jealousy and stifle my desires, and….well, maybe there’s something good for me on the other side of all that.”


Song Spotlight: Stateless; Bloodstream

4 Aug

[Re] Heard this on Pandora today…

Stateless-Bloodstream

Wake up
Look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face

Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you and haunts you

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I tried to put my finger on it

I think I might have inhaled you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You’ve gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me