.Borrowed Thoughts.

Yes..yes…yes! I could do without all the cursing but this is perfect and exactly how I feel…

(Unknown…but possibly Helena Kvarnstrom)

All the tears… the sleepless nights… the delays in crowded airports…the turbulent flights next to screaming babies and inconsiderate mothers…the worry…the shots of pain to my chest…the feverish prayers…the loss of focus…the confusion…the sadness…the emptiness…the doubt…the hope…the confusion…the mistakes…the waiting…the doubt…. the hope…the hope.

It’s all been worth it. I will always fight for you even when there’s seemingly nothing to fight against anymore. The passion screaming from my heart will never be silenced and I’ll continue to act in ways that seem absolutely absurd. There’s  no other way for me to be when I am this crazy about you. So please get used to the last minute visits, and those I take even after you tell me I shouldn’t. Life is too short and I want to share the rest of mine with you.

And you…those who are madly in love with someone. If you feel it in your heart – go with it. Stay with it. Exhaust yourself until you have nothing left. Because no matter how much you think you have given, you can always give more. Love is infinite, giving up is easy and a life filled with regret is not living.

Kissing_In_The_Rain_-_Great_Expectations_Soundtrack

These WordPress MistyLook Theme Edits I attempted were made possible by FireBug…Check it out – if you’re into that sort of thing. It allows you to edit the CSS of a webpage in real time. All I did was edit the CSS in firebug -copied, and pasted to the edit CSS option in WP.

Now If I can only figure out how to get the header to work…

http://getfirebug.com/

And for those of you not using FireFox as your browser…Please get with it and download:

http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox

If you are using IE 6… There is no help for you and get away from me.

http://www.bringdownie6.com/

http://www.cnn.com/2009/TECH/08/06/internet.explorer.six/

This song grew on me…

I’ve been saved…
by a woman
She won’t let me go
She won’t let me go now…

She good to me now
She gave me love and affection
I said I love her
She’s good to me
She’s good to me…

You know you’re a little sensitive & emotional if this song comes on while at the gym, and you start getting teary eyed.

One of my favorite 80s songs and I loved it as a kid, even though at the time I thought the lyrics were “Oh trust, keep it down now, this is scary”. The “shut up” parts at the end were my favorite because  at 10 years old I felt I could really relate for some demented reason…

Til Tuesday – Voices Carry

I try so hard not to get upset
because I know all the trouble I’ll get
oh, he tells me tears are something to hide
and something to fear
and I try so hard to keep it inside
so no one can hear
hush hush
keep it down now
voices carry…